I've tried so hard to not cry, but I just can't do it!!! I can't trust anyone!!! Everyone makes me feel like I'm stupid, ugly, A PAIN!! Of course I smile. But really, deep down I WANT TO DIE!! I hate everything right now! I try and talk to people. But they get annoyed, or they don't listen. I'm not saying I'm important!! Which I'm not. I really don't know why Everyone hates me.. I mean, I want to cry. But people will start calling me an attention seeker, and I'm not :( The only reason why I wear make up now. Is to make me feel like I'm as pretty as the others.
Just... I can't take it anymore guys... I'm sorry... :(